If you ask me!!

Why am I unable to pen a cue? my notes run out of breath, I out of words pages dead and poems lost all those midnight scribbles; curl up and suicide? empty soul and unwritten lines Thoughts plugged my mind it can't respirate and is choked to death there is no moon or tune in my sky  may be the stars died in me and that's how I became darkness, dawdling in this blackhole, unlocking a hundred voids All I could see is me after myself All I could hear is the melancholy in my verses All I remember is things I shouldn't All I could write is this much.. 

I know how to strangle my emotions and to bury them underneath the realm I wrap the corpse and cleared the notions resumed the trip, with a hollow soul at the helm. The 19 year old conscience sometimes spits it out and the dead souls curse me for aborting them haunts me to not let them sprout you can't imagine them existed on my stem. In the end, I'm a cold-blooded murderer who slaughtered all those weeps behind the lashes choked my laughs beneath the lips like a torturer and immersed my Love deep down inside the heart's ashes. 

Something is hampering my mind, Someone is trampling my thoughts, Right now I'm in a trance, my eyeballs are twiddling behind my lashes. Some hard acerbic fluid flows over my face and enters my taste buds. Sky was filled with some ulterior clouds and I never knew that was my ultimatum. I never mind them, of course I don't want to; I neither love nor hate those pallid tears of clouds, but they had incredible care on me and sometimes it was my tranquilizer. Nothing comes in random, neither the tears and no one can control anyone's tears, not even the allmighty can. The skyscraper guardians were shaved off by the wicked hands of dual legged beasts and made them naked, their veins were cutoff.        Until they wailed utterly no one was beware of the impact created by those whooping tears which washed over our egotism. I was in the god's own valley, but nothing shielded me, all my priorities lead me to step behind the Earth and to tug into it.  Right now this tastel...

Leaves wrote elegy for the tender droplet's adieu Stem and roots made condolence for funeral Soil made a wreath of leaves and poured a cry Let me vomit the grief to no elegy or tears. We were 'strangers' and I got 'nothing' to woe Just freezed together and spoke no word Both were afraid to love and being loved  But still your reminiscence pierce my blood. Some told our bond will be a cancer  And the chemo was on progress  You promised me to vaporize together So I'm 'asleep' to commit a tender droplet's SUICIDE.

Collars slaughter beneath my foot slayed by my bleach mercy, Now complexions riot the planet wailing I can't breathe , it's too pale. A butterfly weeps inside my brain with wings fired to lighten the blind world, Cursing her sin of being poor grieving I can't breathe , it's costly. Mama begs for her baby in my conscience forgiving our honest brutal love in the apple, She laments for mistaking beasts sobbing I can't breathe , hence I'm choked. So 'I' won't stop until I suck my blood And I can't breathe , cos my lungs decayed.

An orthodox mask help conventional lives For exceptional, there are outstanding veils, Masterminds have their diverse visor thrives The pattern resumes with neither bisections nor bails. Pricey sunscreen or dearly specs Anti flooding villas or bullet proof car, Billions don't worth this 'crown's' lex But this crazy dual cords may win the war. Lips are no more honeycombs and rim paints impudent Likewise their 'locks' aren't intimate kisses but sin, Moustaches are covered up as if it's power imprudent Paternal and maternal glory goes to bin. No-one need anyone to fake a smile And if one profess, it's invisible, Smiles are nightmares and laughter extinct bile Then what on earth makes a human feasible.